sufjan and stoves.

Tonight was the first night I used the stove in my apartment. The very sad truth is: I've been living here since July. (!)

Whoops.

I thought, as I was eating my cooked meal, "What have I been eating?"

A very good question. I've been basically living off of three food groups: wine, carbs and....Panera Bread salads.

This also has to do with the fact that all I could afford at one point was cereal and milk...that was already in my kitchen. Those were a rough two weeks.

I've been listening to Sufjan Stevens who I am seeing in concert this November in Boston with my dear friend Lindsay. It's always nice to have something to look forward to.

(Listen to Holland by Sufjan Stevens).

I realize that not too many people may read this. That doesn't bother me. Blogging/writing is a form of therapy and a form of processing. I truly enjoy reading blogs that my friends have or even blogs of strangers. The everyday--we all do it. We have to, but we all do it differently. We all interpret it differently.

That's what is so exciting.

I find other people to be intriguing. I try to learn from others because I feel that's what we are to do.

I guess I am wanting to learn. Learn what I can....from others.

The movie, the Social Network (about Facebook...which I recommend) reminded me that we all want to be accepted by someone. By someones. That perhaps we want/crave for others to want to learn from us...maybe?

I realized all these thoughts above as I was cooking. As I was listening to Sufjan Stevens. These are my thoughts for this post. Simple, but they are mine.