Transitions

I started this blog not really knowing where it would go....not really knowing what it would do or who would read it, etc. I feel like it won't be set to one thing. I feel like it will evolve, like life.

Lately, things in my life and things in my friends lives have all been about transition. These transitions look like many different things. A break up. A break down. A marriage. A new apartment. A new friendship. A new relationship. A new job. A new season. Etc.

My transition includes the past. I can't believe college is done. Four years went by like...(insert snap of the fingers) that. My mind constantly feels the pull of the past. I can't help but look back and dwell on all that happened. I can't help but look forward and dwell on all that will happen.

That's the thing though. I have no idea what the future holds. I am scared of this uncertainty. I have a job, yes. I am a nanny, for now but it doesn't feel very fulfilling. I am living in Beverly, a cute hipster town that is constantly bustling with people. But....for the first time ever I feel completely lost. School was always a safe haven of sorts and now that school is pretty much done...what is next? What transition am I going into? Can I choose this transition or will the transition choose me?

So many questions....yet to have the answers. The only thing that I am comforted with is the promise of a new day. I have to be patient. I have to be trusting. I have to be in the moment of each day....each promise. Good friends, good family....these two things make these transitions all the more easier.

Fall is approaching......its practically here. It is a transition of weather. As I transition into a new season of life I am hopeful. Hope. It is a good thing to have. A thing that I love. A thing that I share today with you.